Sunday, February 9th, 2003
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11:23 pm - Cum on my face little darlin'
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So I saw the new larry clark film tonight. It was supremely disapointed. It was all people jacking off or banging thier girlfiend's mom. A porn not yet a film. Damb it! And I paid eight bucks to see it. But I did see Larry Clark and Lou Reed.
current mood:  annoyed
current music: NOFX "Starry Night"
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Tuesday, January 21st, 2003
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3:31 pm
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So...... today I was thinking of how I would describe the way I am feeling. I found that the work "sad' was the best word for it, but sort of by default. I hate the word depressed. It sounds so clihe. It's just a word that gets tosses around like the word "Love" and so few really mean it or even know its meaning. I hate that. I makes me sick to my stomach. Maybe SAD was too generic, but depressed is to sickning. It's an overused word like an overused whore. Old and beat, and ugly.
current mood: accomplished
current music: Crime in Stereo
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Thursday, January 9th, 2003
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5:00 pm - Oh, How I Wish You Were Here........
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we're just two lost souls livin in a fish bowl year after year:
Point youself south and strait on till morning
current mood:  restless
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Saturday, December 28th, 2002
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1:16 am - How it feels to be loved?
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How did I get here, to this point? Where I exist exponentianly alone. How did I become this socially diseased? Diseased.
And I still write this when I know that one person is reading it. I think I need someone to read it. To take ownership of it so I don't have to own it anymore. Think about it anymore. Feel sick about it anymore. I don't know..... maybe it's just hard because it's winter. Or maybe it's hard because I make it that way.
current mood:  crushed
current music: "Fly around..." Built to Spill
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Monday, December 23rd, 2002
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1:02 am - They came into my house
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So..... last night I went to Brit Pop night at the Otto Bar in baltimore and had an amazing time! I saw people I hadn't seen in years and danced with sexxy men. An infinite moment.
Today I didn't dod much but I went outside tonight and found that my car had been stolen. Someone came into my house went through my wallet, stole my cell phone, and stole my mothers key chain with our house key and both car keys on it. The police were here till about midnight. I knew last night was too good to be true.
current mood:  angry
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Tuesday, December 17th, 2002
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11:03 pm - I want a mother that sais FUCK
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Saturday, December 14th, 2002
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12:37 am - The difference between a rut and a grave are the dimensions
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graves open the flood gates of love and you never realize how much is there until it smashes you to the foor and you struggle to catch your breath but when you do you don't know it you want it
current mood:  calm
current music: "Iron Spy" Splashdown
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Wednesday, December 11th, 2002
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3:32 pm - Zoran and his stuid paper
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So...... I have to write this paper and i just can't do it. I have been making attempts at it all day with no success. I just want patrice to get here and for classes to be over. This waiting period is killing me. Or maybe it's all the coffee.
I am going polaroid crazy with my new camera and i think I am addicted. That's right addicted. Can't have cigarettes, shouldn't have coffee, but i don't see the harm in Polaroids. I mean besides the huge hole in my pocket.
Well nothing more to say.........
current mood:  frustrated
current music: Takib Quali "Get by"
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Sunday, December 8th, 2002
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12:43 am - That's just how it is
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"It would be very nice to have a friend again. I would like that even more than a date."
-"The Perks Of Being A Wallflower" by stephen chbosky
current mood:  content
current music: "Gigantic" pixies
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Thursday, December 5th, 2002
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4:05 pm - NYC's white body bag
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Crawl in with me and lets get COZY
current mood:  discontent
current music: "I came as a rat" modest mouse
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12:54 am - The List
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things to love about this city
1. the third floor of B&N
2. horrible coffee from the corner store
3. the way the tread wears off your shoes
4. finally and most importantly.... the two steps between the fifth and sixth floor in stair way B in the photo building.
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Tuesday, December 3rd, 2002
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2:41 pm - "The Man"
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I got a call from Glamour Magazine today. Slightly excited. Want the job. Don't mind working for The Man.
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1:28 am - To All My Fellow Nap Lovers: An Anthem
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I wanna nap with somebody,
I wanna feel the sheets with somebody,
Yeah, I wanna nap with somebody....
inspired by Whitney
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Sunday, December 1st, 2002
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4:21 pm - suicide 101
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